Sorry if this is a bit tmi but being as DS with nanny this eve I thought I'd take full advantage of DH when he got home from work. ive been feeling a bit brighter and it's been so long. Really felt the need for some closeness after events of the past few weeks.
Wasn't quite expecting to hit such a wall! I could barely relax enough to whip my clothes off, and when I did I felt such strong self loathing about my body that I clammed up. And then cried. And cried.
I am v fortunate to have such a lovely DH that just held me as the tears fell. There's no pressure from him but I feel as though I'm pressuring myself, although Im longing for the closeness I don't seem ready. I don't know. All just seems to be a horrible rollercoaster that I really want to get off.
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Tomkat79 · 17/05/2013 20:20
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