Hi, I am feeling really down, I started bleeding lightly but with red, watery bloody yesterday, went to docs and booked scan for Monday morning.
It got heavy last night with some clots, then again today is fairly constant and heavyish. can't bear to look, just am trying to get to the loo and get it over with asap. Have had a few cramps, period sort of, a few low down twinges, sharpish poking pains. I still have nausea and sore boobs, plus am boated badly, have been since 4 weeks. I really thought we might be ok as I have felt so sick and have had very strong symptoms since about 4dpo.
I know in the grand scheme of things it doesn't matter, meant to be, etc, and that it is better now than later. I am sort of resigned to it now, but I can't help keep thinking and imagining that there will be a miracle on Monday, of course there won't be. Just keep veering between the two. Can't bear walking about, as I keep feeling the bleeding.
more complicated as we have inlaws staying with us, they don't know yet about the pregnancy as we were going to tell them tonight. they are going Monday, just have to get through today and tomorrow by telling them I have a tummy bug. That won' explain the crying though.
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Bleeding heavily at 6weeks. help me be realistic.
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missmakesstuff · 11/05/2013 12:42
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