Hello everyone, this is the first thread I've ever posted on mumsnet. I'm hoping there may be some people out there who don't mind me talking to them. I'm lucky enough to have a wonderful husband to face the world with but I don't know anyone who has been through any situation similar to ours so it's difficult to know who else to talk to because I don't think they would/could understand. I'm shy so am starting out as anonymous but am hoping I can maybe form some friendships and share more information with those people in due course.
We were told at a routine antenatal appointment at 28 weeks + 4 days that our first child no longer had a heartbeat despite the fact the 28 week scan just days previously had gone perfectly. Our world fell apart. I was induced and gave birth naturally in hospital to our beautiful sleeping angel daughter a few days later. That was in 2011.
I then was diagnosed with cancer and needed 6 months of chemo and then had some recovery time with drugs so our ttc plans were put on hold for a while. Then in October 2012 (just gone) our hopes were raised to get a positive home pregnancy test for two days on the trot only for my period to arrive 2 days later (only 4 days later than when I should've come on (chemical pregnancy).
On Monday just gone I had the ERPOC operation as I had been scanned for 3 consecutive weeks and sadly our current pregnancy was not progressing and a heartbeat never developed I should've been 9 weeks by dates but sac and pole was only measuring around 6 weeks so it was diagnosed as 'failed pegnancy' which was really hard to hear as we hoped so much that this little bean would make it. I know I am a mum but I feel so sad to not have any children here with me on Earth yet. We're determined not to give up as having babies is too important to us. I just feel like I could do with friendly hugs from people who understand, if there are any of you out there?
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Need hugs...still birth, chemical pregnancy & now ERPOC
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CupcakeFanatic · 20/03/2013 19:34
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