I found out that my baby had died at the 12 week scan last wednesday. I was anxious beforehand, but about the nuchal result rather than the baby still being ok. I had had such severe sickness I stupidly thought that this was a good sign.
All was sorted out on thursday, with some truly excellent care from the NHS. But my anger and rage is monumental and seemingly free floating. I simply do not know what to do with myself. I have tried going for a run but my body is a wreck, I am now a stone and a half overweight and incredibly unfit. Before this pregnancy I was the fittest and slimmest I have ever been. I know it is shallow of me, but this is also filling me with anger. What was the point? I don't think I have the energy to try again. This is the third loss I have had.
I do have two children and I am incredibly grateful for them. I have a lovely DH who I am being nasty to .
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So what do I do with this rage?
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HumphreyCobbler · 10/04/2012 10:18
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