I lost my third baby, at 11 weeks, at the start of the year. It wasn't a planned pregnancy as I'd felt happy having two children. Though saying that from the moment I didn't the test I was delighted, as was DH.
It was a long and drawn out miscarriage, and I still mourn for the baby that most others didn't know about and didn't get to be born.
But I haven't ttc again since. Some days I want more than anything to be having another, but I know in my heart that want I really want is the baby I miscarried. Other days the thought of being pregnant and having a third baby scares me.
Is this unusual? It can't be can it? I'm only posting because I received a letter yesterday from the hospital inviting me to a memorial service of all babies lost in the hospital this year.
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Is it strange to not be sure if I want to try again after a m/c?
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PureBloodMuggle · 03/09/2011 20:38
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