I'm 34 (nearly 35), my husband is 36 (nearly 37). We've been trying for 2 years to conceive. In December I did conceive but miscarried at 9 weeks. At the time we were in the process of moving house, and I think we were both so pleased we had conceived naturally that we felt optimistic that it would happen again soon,....
On Saturday my husband dropped the bombshell that he wants a break from trying to get pregnant. He said he has been feeling this way for several months ('about a year') and that the difficulty we have been having has made him question whether he wants children at all.
Obviously I am devastated. I turn 35 in September and this is a milestone for me for lots of reasons. He feels that our age is insignificant ('lots of people have children in their late 30s') and that he wants time to concentrate on us and to think about whether he wants the responsibility of a baby at all. He has repeatedly stated that he loves me, and that it is nothing to do with me.
He said if I really loved him I would understand this, I feel if he really loved me he wouldn't do this to me. We are at loggerheads. He has a habit of 'running away' from me, and from problems, when he feels overwhelmed and out of control, and has done this over smaller matters in the past. But this issues is so huge to me (I was always clear from the outset when we met that this is what I wanted) that I don't know if I am able to give him this time, and draw closer to him, when there is no guarantees what the outcome will be. I feel my trust in our future has been broken.
He has also said this to me 6 weeks prior to my due date for the miscarriage which has added to my heartbreak,...
ANY advice much appreciated,.... Thanks.
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RockyB · 25/07/2011 17:10
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