Hi
I found out a week ago today that i was miscarrying as my hcg levels had dropped. I broke my heart when i found out and for a couple days i was up and down, monday morning in the early hours i woke up with terrible cramps and bled heavily so think that was the miscarriage. My dp was fantastic although he felt he wasn't much help, but he was.. anyway i thought i was starting to come to terms with it, but yesterday i broke down and cried for what seemed like forever, my dp asked what was wrong but i just couldn't talk to him, i have tried so hard to be brave, and think positive, but this is so difficult, i had to go to the hospital again today to have my hcg levels checked again, and i found myself breaking down again. I am finding it so hard to talk to family and friends about it as i feel i should be brave, i also have 2 daughters 15 and 10 and i dont want them to see how i am really feeling, but now think that me putting that brave face on has made it harder for me to deal with. I want my dp to know how i really feel but i am scared that if i told him how gutted i am, it will put him off trying again, i just dont know what to do. Sorry for the rant but thought that maybe if i shared my thoughts with you ladies, as you know how i am feeling, you may be able to offer some advice.
Thanks Jules. x
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juicee · 11/03/2011 13:46
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