Newly separated, attempting shared parenting. My DS has been with his dad the last three nights, and again tonight. I have only once been away from him this long before - he is nearly 3.
i know he is OK, he is happy, he loves his dad and they have a great time together. But i miss him so much, i can't stop crying. every night he is not here i just want to sit and drink and smoke and cry because it's all so shit.
I can't imagine how it will get better, how i will ever feel OK with not having him near my at night, and I feel helpless and don't know what to do.
I know i should be going out and 'enjoying myself' but i am so miserable i don't want to.
I need some reassurance that it will get better... i feel so guilty about splitting his life up like this, he deserves so much more.
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i'm really missing my son! can't get used to it
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PintandChips · 10/07/2009 20:25
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