Two weeks ago I lost my lovely mum to bowel cancer. I feel I've been so naive. Just always thought she'd get through it. On diagnosis it was declared inoperable...she never liked to talk about it but said it was 'treatable' . I'm guessing what she meant was if the chemo worked well she could have several more years (she went through a year of hell , never coped well with the chemo). I never really understood why it was inoperable...on death certificate it said it was a primary adenocarcinoma of the ascending colon? I feel I totally wasted a year. I've 3 very young children and live 6 hours drive away. But still i should have been there more. I'm rambling really. Utterly Devestated. I fear she knew she wasn't going to last long but didn't want to worry me. Why oh why couldn't they remove the bloody thing?
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Savvyandchips · 29/08/2017 14:42
So sorry for your loss 
You are right in thinking people can sometimes live with bowel cancer for years so you weren't to know that your mum would die so soon. It could have been inoperable if it had already spread beyond the bowel wall or spread to other organs? Would it be possible to contact her consultant and ask for more information, if it would help you with your understanding?
sorry for your loss OP.
I lost my df to bowel cancer so I have a limited knowledge but my understanding is that once it has breached the bowel wall (especially when it's higher up), the tumour cells can spread to the liver and then the lymph nodes which means it can be transported to other organs through the blood supply. I'm guessing they couldn't operate as the tumour was advanced? There is usually a stage rating for cancers, the higher the number the more advanced it is with 4 (I think), being the most severe and typically less treatable. In the hospital notes there's usually a TNM classification where it looks at the size of the tumour, if it has spread to the nodes and metastatic (if it has spread to other organs / sites).
No advice but didn't want to read and run. I lost my grandma to bowel cancer in 2009 but because I was so kept in the dark, I only really knew about it until afterwards.
So sorry for your loss Savvy . I lost my sister to metatsic bowel cancer a couple of months ago. In her case they did initially operate and thought they'd taken all the tumour out -but it returned and had spread. I found (both with my sister and my mom - who died of cancer two years ago) that the health care professionals were very helpful about talking to the wider family (obviously this was with the patients permission) and it may be that an oncology nurse may also be able to talk to you if that would help. But please try not to put blame on yourself in anyway, the grief itself is difficult without adding to it (I know the blaming is part of the grieving but hopefully you know what I mean)
My dad's was the same. For him, by the time he had any symptoms and they found the cancer it had spread to his liver, and more seriously, his lung. He had various treatments but it never really kept it at bay and he died 19 months after diagnosis.
I'm so sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry OP, 2 months ago we lost my mum to cervical cancer with secondaries in the bowel, liver, lungs and bones. It's horrific, and a horrible horrible disease.
I'm so sorry
I'm very sorry for your loss, a PP is correct - no one could have predicted for sure how long your mum had left to live as individual patients surprise doctors all the time. So please try not to feel guilty. Having three young children would have been a very understandable distraction in any case.
StorminaBcup has more or less explained about the non-operable part. Your DM's situation will have been discussed at length by a team of doctors (oncologist and surgeon as a minimum) and a treatment plan would have been put in place based on their expert knowledge and experience. If a surgeon is not comfortable in getting clear margins (i.e. all of the the tumour) then chemo will be tried to shrink the tumour. However, if the chemo is not successful or not successful enough then sadly the tumour remains inoperable.
It's early days for you, look after yourself
Also - for sometime in the future, and I don't mean to scare you, but depending on how old your mum was and other family history, it may be worth mentioning to your GP if you should be monitored more closely in the future.
Sorry OP I've just come back to this thread and my response sounds really clinical (I was typing quickly in between refereeing two dc!). We have a family history of bowel cancer so getting yourself checked is a good idea (as suggested by pp).
I'll also add that in my experience people often will bury their head in the sand and not open up about their symptoms, diagnosis or prognosis at all. Because if it's said out loud it makes it true iyswim? It's so hard because it makes those who are left behind wondering what they could have done or could have said. And in other cases the original tumour can be so aggressive that there is hardly any time from symptoms to decline.
It's a horrible disease and a terrible thing to have to watch someone go through. It's normal to feel guilty OP, it's early days. You'll find a new normal and a different way to cope with it all in time. In the mean time be kind to yourself .
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