Deciding to go for number 4? I'm so confused.

[TheNextBigThing]

I always said to my husband after my youngest was born that if I ever have another I will wait till she starts school at 5.

But now I'm not sure. On one hand I think that dealing with a new born would be easier if all my kids were in school but then again if I wait till she is 5 then I'm starting all this baby buisness all over again aren't I?

We will be getting a car this year and sorting quite a few things out and again part of me feels I should do these things first but then I think 'feck it, its the last one'

Its a big worry about contraception as well, If we decide not to then I have to have the implant which I am wary of.

If I had number 4, I know I wouldn't want any more and would be happy for DH to get the snip.

Lastly, I've just started some tablets for anxiety and want to give them a chance to work, I can't get pregnant on them ... so thats the main thing stopping me really. I know in reality I have to wait because of this but I'm not sure what I feel anymore!

[4andnotout]

I would perhaps give yourself 6 months on the tablets first and perhaps choose a contraceptive that is more short term.

Other than that i would have said go for it!