Hi ladies.
Just need to offload... I'm drowning in my emotions today.
We had our 4th round of ICSI, which resulted in a positive result, unfortunately 2 weeks ago I lost the baby. I was nearly 9 weeks. We were so close... This is my second miscarriage.
This is not how I envisioned Christmas being this year for us. I just want to pretend it's not happening. Our tree isn't even up.
I'm just so heartbroken. I'm struggling to muster any kind of strength. I just feel alone (although I am not) and sad. Today i want to run away, where? I don't know.
I'm 40 and terrified that I won't get to be a mother.
We were lucky enough to have an embryo to freeze after the 4th cycle, so it's not over yet, but I can't quite put any energy into being hopeful about this.
I'm just feeling really defeated today and I want to cry.
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Just need to offload. I'm hurting today
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NRW39 · 13/12/2019 15:56
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