Anyone else in between cycles and just feel fed up with the world? I am soooooooooo fed up and just not feeling any motivation for life - I'm definitely NOT suicidal, what I mean is not feeling any motivation for a meaningful, active, fulfilled life outside of infertility.
We're saving hard for our fourth (and final) IVF in the new year. I'm drinking too much gin but don't really care at the moment. My diet doesn't reflect the ideal "It Starts With The Egg" regime but again I don't really care at the moment.
I feel quite emotional at the moment, my boss snapped at me today, very unlike him and I went away and had a little cry lol. To be honest anything could set me off crying at the moment. I feel fed up most of the time. I feel angry quite a lot too. Angry that most people don't have to weigh up the cost of IVF with the cost of a new kitchen (one that's falling to pieces). Or be faced with £15k worth of debt that we'll be paying off for a long time to come with maybe nothing to show for it.
I know that things could be much worse, physically myself and DH are fit and healthy therefore infertility is not the worst thing but everything is relative I suppose. Just having a bad day.
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bridgetjones1 · 22/11/2017 16:19
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