The terrible realisation is dawning on me that I'm due back at work at the start of Sept. DS will be 6mo.
I HAVE to work fulltime, alas, as I am the breadwinner. DH barely earns enough to cover the nursery bills but if he gives up work now it will be hard for him to go back when DS is older. Also we live in hope that one day he will get a pay rise/promotion etc.
I currently am with DS 24/7, can't imagine ever being apart from him.
Also I used to be quite intelligent and capable but something has happened to my brain and I can't concentrate on anything and have no confidence. In my job I have to work independently, coordinate lots of stuff and generally be on the ball. I used to love this but what if I am always thinking about DS and can't do it?
We have found DS a lovely nursery in our village (DH and I commute to different cities so this way we can share the pick up/drop off). So I know deep down that DS will be fine. It will be me that will have the problems. And what's the use of going back to work if I can't cope? But I have to cope - I will be paying the mortgage!
Please, if anyone can give messages of support or advice, now would be a good time. I know I am suffering from PFB syndrome but it doesn't make it any easier!
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Brain has stopped functioning. No confidence. Support please!
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sallyforth · 27/06/2008 18:17
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