I feel like a silly teenager writing this
I've just gotten back from 11 months of maternity leave. I'm going to be doing a job share with my maternity cover as of October, but I'm full time for a few weeks to get back into the swing of things.
I don't know how best to describe the feeling. I'm sure it's normal to feel pushed out. But I just feel useless! Everything has changed in my absence, and no one is talking me through any new systems or procedures. I'm being berated by other departments for not knowing basic things, but no one is actually showing me any of the new stuff. I've explained I've been on maternity leave, been back a day and a half, but no one seems to be even slightly understanding that actually, I'm not up to speed yet but I could be if they stopped calling me to tell me how useless I am for not getting work in on time. It's really knocking my already fragile confidence.
The bulk of my colleagues have changed, and I guess I just feel totally out of place. I've got zero support. And I just feel like I'm irritating people by asking them questions. It doesn't help my cover is older, and has much more experience to go with it then I do.
I swear people open my office door and seem disappointed to see that it's me
Any words of advice?
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Been back two days - feeling really insecure!
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TheresSomebodyAtTheDoooorrr · 11/09/2018 18:50
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