So, not been on health before not sure this is totally health ( maybe relationships too - but too health for relationships ).
I've had a very painful knee since Easter , many pain killers and it was limiting me.
Had a consultation that found I had torn cartilage and calcification so went in for a fairly straightforward arthroscopy to sort it out this week.
I assumed pain for a while, lessening and it getting better - all over soon enough.
In the recovery room my consultant spoke to me. Whilst in my knee it was a lot worse than on x ray etc.
He'd done cartilage repair and removed calcification but also found a big hole in my bone. :-(
Upshot, micro fracturing ( to encourage bleeding to heal/ build bone in hole) and I'm not allowed to weight bear on that leg until I go back (1st week in August).
So I find myself at home on crutches, I can't do anything, I'm reliant on others for everything. I can't even carry a glass of water.
Showering, washing , damn everything is a struggle. I'm wobbly enough so I daren't even have a drink.
I'm feeling so isolated , useless and unattractive.
I have no idea how long this lasts ( when I go back they see if the microfracturing is working, if it is- I don't know, if it's isn't , then I'm having a knee replacement). I have a family I can't do anything for, a holiday booked that I've no idea I can go on and a job that I can't get to or do.
I stupidly googled 'why do bones get holes' and it came back 'cancer' now I can't unsee it.
Just really down , scared and worried how my relationship with Dh is going to be now he's had to become my carer....,
Anyone with any optimistic stories for me please....,,,
Or just plain advice on how to cope / manage .
Apologies if this is self absorb ant drama queen territory...
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Just so very frustrated, down etc
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pausingforbreath · 05/07/2015 15:38
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