Wrote out a full post yesterday, deleted it, but it's still on my mind. Can I run it past you guys and see what you think about what I should do? I've actually woken up with stomach pains today and am not looking forward to going in to work tomorrow.
Have worked at current place 1 yr. Over this time working a lot with one Director. It takes a while (like it does in a personal relationship) to really see who that person is. He can come across as entirely reasonable, well constructed thinking and engaging. But I see who he is now and I don't like it. It feels dangerous and risky working with/for him.
He's hugely ambitious, utterly un self-aware, convinced only he can do anything in any of the departments properly - no one is as competent as him.
In his team there are 12 staff. Last year 8 left one of whom had submitted a complaint for bullying and another one who only lasted 4 months before she felt the need to leave and move on. Then a few months ago he did 360 degree feedback - his opinions of himself were way higher scored than what every single other person thought (what a surprise not). He continues to operate in exactly the same way.
When things go smoothly, he's fine to work with. He even has a 'putting on the charm' mode which he uses when new people start etc but what people don't realise is that this is not real him and underneath the real him is waiting to emerge, you never know when really but you learn the triggers.
When there's a delay or an issue (that's life, that's what management is) his attention swivels to the person delivering that message and they are somehow then culpbable or responsible for it. When I say his attention swivels when I see this reaction in my mind's eye I'm imagining a battle tank and you see the turret with the massive gun on the top swivel round so it's pointing at you - that is what it feels like because the response you get comes from an 'attack' mindset - It's accusatory, highly challenging, totally unsupportive or collaborative - there's a problem, it's you, you've failed, and it's almost semi-threatening / punitive in the tone and delivery. I feel this is in part because he consistently over promises and is then forced to ride the team really hard, pushing pushing pushing at all times, rounding on people if there's even an entirely normal delay - because so much is riding on it - for HIM, his reputation, his persona within the organisation, his profile.
Diversity and high performing teams come about with a varied group of individuals, personalities, thinking styles etc - every one has value. I'm not defaulted to being timid or quiet, but if you have the misfortune to be a quieter, gentler, more thoughtful member of staff, watch out. You're weak, your contribution is less valuable. Upshot of this for the one colleague I'm thinking of is she's starting to struggle to actually get her words out because his outbursts and responses have an almost intimidating effect with the recipient of his criticism immediately on the back foot.
In a variety of settings he denigrates, criticises and makes derogatory comments about other parts of the business, individuals or teams and even current and former staff from his own area. I find this behaviour utterly repugnant and completely unprofessional.
So do I submit this complaint (honestly, it's been needed for some long time now and several people have considered it one of whom who decided to leave it, the one just left). After various antics in recent weeks I know I'm going to struggle to keep working with him. I used to be able to switch back to laughing and joking with him mode even after one of his pathetic outbursts but I honestly think that I can't do that any more and if I hear him badmouth just one colleague I'm just going to flat out say something and it might not be very pretty, albeit it would still be professional. I don't know which is the lesser of the two evils - pull him up on stuff there and then (he'll hate it) or submit a formal complaint? What's going to be the least potentially damaging for my day to day ongoing working day with him? I feel his ambitions recently have really gone off the charts and that I'm now firmly one of the people he would be quite ready to shove under the bus if he thought I was in any way jeopardising any one of the pieces of work he's doing. Plus, as alluded to above he's learned NOTHING from previous complaints and feedback - he doesn't change and grow, he just does the same thing the same way so in some ways, what's the point in stirring up a hornets nest if it won't actually do anything?
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DoinItForTheKids · 22/07/2018 09:37
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