Not sure what I;m looking for with this thread. Maybe just to clarify my own thoughts or possibly to get some advice and support or a reality check before I make an irreversible decision that I may live to regret.
It's 5 in the morning and I can't sleep despite being absolutely shattered because I'm stressed out my head. My manager is a vindictive, passive-aggressive bully who persecutes anyone who dares challenge or question his decisions or say anything he decides to take exception with. It appears to be my turn again to be on the receiving end and I've seen it enough to know the early warning signs. I know I'm in for several weeks of pain and torment until he decides to focus on someone else, at least that's how it usually pans out.
The problem is he's very good at it - maximum pain with minimal evidence or provable specifics that might be referred to if a complaint were made.You can't argue with him (and I mean in terms of defending your position rather than "arguing") because he's an expert at twisting your words into something else entirely that he can use against you. I'm reluctant to give details as they could be very identifying and whilst the chances of him reading this forum are low I'd be taking a massive risk.
So here's my problem. I've had enough. I'm feeling physically ill with stress and worry. I can't quit because there are no other jobs in my field within 200 miles of where I live and frankly I don't see why I should just give up a well-paid job with a company that I otherwise love and have worked for for close to 20 years. However, if I raise a complaint there is no going back and whilst my employer says all the right things about respecting employees, zero tolerance for bullying, harassment etc I've never had to put them to the test. If I fight and lose he will find a way to destroy me.
In my favour, I have an exemplary record - my annual performance reviews are always scored highly, I haven't had a day off sick in 10 years, I get excellent feedback from my customers and I've recently been promoted on merit. Against me is the fact that it is so hard to prove my case because of the way he operates when in vindictive mode - very subtle, nothing that could be used against him in writing and nothing but sweetness and light in front of witnesses.
I can't go on like this so I have to do something but if I do complain it could be the biggest mistake of my life. I also need to decide if I should put out feelers to see if I'm likely to get any corroboration and support from my colleagues. They've all been on the receiving end but that doesn't mean they will want to put themselves in the firing line when push comes to shove.
Is it worth the risk? Can I achieve anything with so little concrete and provable to go on or will HR and senior management understand how passive-aggressive bullies operate and know how to uncover the truth? I'm prepared to fight but not if it's a fight I stand no chance of winning. For info, I work for a very large, multi-national blue-chip so they do have dedicated HR and legal teams. I'm professional/management grade so not in a union.
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Don't think I can take much more of this
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NameChangedForSafety · 25/11/2017 06:04
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