I started a new job 4 weeks ago. Really like the people I work with but I feel constantly on edge. I'm so stressed about getting things wrong. I dream about it. I think about it constantly when I'm not there. I'm p/t at the moment with a plan to increase when DS starts school but right now I can't ever imagine being full time. I used to be f/t before DS but I don't think I felt this anxious. It was the same job but a different company.
Yesterday I did a few things that will cost the business money. Fixing errors is part of my role but they've played on my mind all through today. What if I've made them worse instead of fixing them? What if they sack me and we have no money? What if I can't get another job? The what ifs just go round and round and never stop.
I know I didn't put the correct information in the notes from yesterday's errors. I was trained on it the second day I was there but haven't had to do it since. It's been over 3 weeks and I'd forgotten. I did ask a supervisor at the time but there was no mention of the additional notes. I found my training paperwork when I got home.
I just feel sick with worry. I hate feeling shit at my job. I used to be good. I don't know how to fix it. I'm going to ring one of the managers tomorrow but I just feel like the anxiety will never go away.
Does anyone else feel like this or is it just me?
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bakingcupcakes · 10/11/2016 17:54
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