Gosh i'm not sure where to start but I feel like I have to start somewhere:
My Grandad recently died who had a whole host of illnesses/disabilities leaving my broken-hearted Grandma behind - due to my grandad's condition social services provided him carers for the majority of the day. It's fell to us grandkids as all of my grandparents kids have died over the last decade.
My grandma has asked me to move in with her full-time as while she was more mobile than my grandpa she's also 91 and needs support. Its not been much of a change as I already spent a few nights a week here a week, did all of their shopping over the last few years, errands and generally been on hand (I work from home 85% of the time). I know their schedules in-side and out, and I know what my grandma is capable of, and willing to support (cleaning her when she's had an accident seems second nature etc). Grandma seems to be coping well and while she's still broken hearted, she's happy when cousins aren't meddling.
Now the issue is, my cousins relationship with my grandparents has very much been show up at christmas and anything else is a bonus since we've been teens. One cousin (C1) I haven't seen in the house for maybe 4/5 years? My grandparents loved him and proud of his busy career (only lives 5 minute drive for context). The other cousin (C2) has been coming to visit more regularly these last couple of months as she's realised DG has been in decline. C3 & C4 have remained their normal pop in at Christmas and maybe a couple of times during the year.
C1 has now realised Grandma has declined with old age - she's doing great for her age and still there mentally and physically with her walking aid. But my grandparents routine has changed since we were kids, in their old age they did everything together, watched tv late together and slept in in the morning instead of the morning people they were. C1 is now panicking about Grandma and either thinking she should be in a home or have live-in carers - something grandma DOES NOT want. Grandma will still have the community carers who pop in a few times a day and arranged with social services to see what other support we can have (Grandma is happy with this). C1 doesn't want me living with her as she thinks either she needs someone professional as her sleeping in in the morning and not eating her three meals a day obviously means i'm neglecting her. Grandma to begin with was very excited to see C1 coming over more, but has realised that C1 is trying to take over which is making Grandma stressed (she's having nightmares that cousins are going to put her in a home or me leaving). She's ready to cut all contact with C1, and maybe C2 as C2 has sided with C1. To make things worse, Grandpa asked C1 to take care of the financial matters when he was last in hospital (nothing in writing but no reason to doubt) and Grandma doesn't agree and wants me to deal with everything. When C1 & C2 is over she somewhat shuts down, and says things to make them happy to keep the peace but yet doesn't want them over - keeps making excuses for them to stay away but that makes them come over more. She keeps on saying that she's going to tell them to stay away and yet doesn't have the heart to tell them - she wants their old relationship back. She also doesn't want to hurt their feeling but doesn't trust them. It's really stressing her out, i've mentioned it to C1 & C2 but they say they've got her best interests and how do they know i'm not manipulating the situation - they don't really know what i've done these past few years as they've never been around but known i've always been on the scene.
I'm worried about Grandma - she's really not dealing with this stress. I'm actively not talking about it to her as i'm paranoid i'm going to be seen as manipulating her or because I don't want her to stress. I'm struggling with the stress too as i'm petrified that something is going to happen to Grandma and i'm going to be blamed. I'm wandering around the house making sure it's spotless or making sure i'm cooking all day to show she's got food if she wants to eat.
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singlesoda · 13/08/2019 01:02
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