I am hoping for some advice as I am very unsure what to do.
I am thinking about divorcing my husband of 10 years. I would not say we have an unhappy marriage, we just do not have a happy one.
We have a child aged 10. When she was a baby, our marriage broke down and we separated for several months (he moved out). But our reconciliation was somewhat half-hearted on my part as I was still very angry about what my husband had done. The intimacy between us has never recovered and in the years that have followed, we have rarely had sex.
My husband works extremely hard doing very long hours, and therefore is reliant on me to provide all the housekeeping and childcare, with very little input from him.
I stopped working when our daughter was born, but in the past few years I have begun building up part time work for myself with a view to increasing my hours and pay as our daughter grows older. Currently though, I only made 6K in the last tax year. Unless I compromise on being available for our daughter each day before/after school, there is a limit to how many hours I can work as my husband is not around to assist with any aspect of our family homelife. Even when he is home, he is working. This is partly due to extremely poor time management skills on his part. But he would not reduce his hours if I told him I wanted to go out and work more hours myself.
I feel now that I would like to leave. There does not seem to be much love left between us. We never spend any quality time together and there is certainly no spark between us. But I know it would be a huge blow to him if I moved away with our daughter. I do not even think he has the emotional capacity to deal with the fall out of looking after himself. But I would put money on us not being married after another 10 years has passed, at the rate we are going.
I am nearly 50. I am very aware of the limitations that my age places on employment and home ownership avenues. I feel like if I don’t do it now, it will be too late. My parents have offered to assist with childcare if I relocate cross country to where they live. Financially, they would also be able to help me get back on my feet.
We have a nice lifestyle here, we have a nice home and I do not have to struggle financially. I am unsure whether to remove myself from this and put myself back into the slog of working full time with (what will be) a young teen to care for. I think that with time, I would be able to get a decent job. I also think that I would be happier and able to manage on my own.
I guess my question is, should I stay for the financial security and not take our child away from my husband? WWYD?
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Musthavesbackagain · 03/06/2019 12:41
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