Ok a bit long but got to get this off my chest.
My partner of 6 years has been acting off lately after lots of pestering from me found he has been texting someone from work (apparently just a laugh with her) but he eventually admitting to kissing her a couple of months back but swore nothing else happened, but said he has not felt happy for a while. We had a dd 2 years ago and he has said that all I have been for the past 2 years is a mam and I have not put much effort into the relationship with him (he is probably right to a certain extent).he also said he wasn't sure how he felt anymore and that maybe everything has just turned into habit for him!?
We bought our first home just over a year ago and have a dog. He decided last Saturday that it would be best if he went to stay at his mams for a bit to clear his head. This has been the worst week of my life.
He knows I love him and I have said I am willing to work to make this work but I'm not sure this is what he wants and it breaks my heart. I know you will all say I should not beg and keep my dignity but I have already broken down in front of him twice, I am trying to be strong but he is coming everyday to see our dd and he still hasn't told me if he is coming back or not.
I had so many plans of how my little girls second Xmas was going to be and this has hit me like a tonne of bricks.
I just can't imagine being alone and what do I do when he finds someone else coz I can't imagine not loving him. I keep thinking that if he did love me he would be here trying to make it work but he isn't
He is a very closed off person so it is very hard to get him to talk about his emotions so I feel like my head is all over the place as I dont know what he is thinking.
Never thought it would come to this and I feel like nothing I say or so is goin to help.
Sorry ladies, needed to get it all out!
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faye0310 · 01/12/2012 21:28
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