Fell lost

[Lazzeyboy99]

Hi guys

I'm a single dad of 2 kids one boy and one girl he is 2 and she has just turned 4months
I get to have my little boy evey Saturday And get to see my little girl when I drop him back off to his mother's.

We as a family including my ex have just spend a week away together witch was lovely but now we have come back to normal life I fell lost without my kids and without my ex I keep getting emotional as miss them a lot and wish that I was with them.

I have a very boring life as some people may say I get up go to work and repeat Monday to Friday then have my son Saturday and do nothing Sunday unless we go out as a family thing

I fell like I've let my kids down all ready by not living with them not by my choice though but I still blame myself everytime