Morning
Not sure if I am after advice really or just trying to write down how I am feeling at the moment.
DP and I have been ttc for about 10 months and we are very lucky to already have a beautiful DD. We found out about 6 weeks ago that due to DP's poor sperm we probably will never concieve again naturally, I have been trying to get my head around this and we have started the ball rolling with the assisted conception route, which scares and worries me alot.
Anyway yesterday I had a missed call from BF tried calling her back and she didn't answer, so text her, and said she would call later, I have since realised that the chances are she is ringing me to tell me she is pregnant - she got married a couple of months ago and told me then that they we ttc and was asking me for advice - I have told her about our situation, and she has been nothing but supportive, caring and really the most amazing friend. I feel so so awful as I didn't have the strength to speak to her yesterday,and just don't know how to react when she tells me, I couldn't be more happy for her, but am sellfishly thinking of myself and just not sure that I can deal with it at the moment, feel so guilty for even feeling/saying it becasue she really is the most special friend, just feel I can't deal with it, I am awaiting the arrival of yet another period and although I know the chances are so slim it doesn't seem to stop me from allowing myself to think there might be a chance so silly I know! I just feel so down and finding it all too much to cope with at the moment.
Sorry about the miserable me post
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Finding it hard to cope and not sure what to say
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Lynsy · 01/09/2008 08:32
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