I know I shouldn't be disappointed... but !

[dip]

After much soulsearching dh & I decided to give our marriage another go. Much discussion ensued.
We started ttc again last month, did the deeds on the right dates.. (I'm totally pessimistic where a bfp is concerned, btw).
I'm due for a visit from the witch tomorrow, and caved today testing an hour ago.. (WHY !! ) I knew it wd be -'tive, and of course it was.
I have v. sore (.)(.) and 'that itchy condition down there' (sorry, tmi!!).

I know I might have tested too early, but really I know i'm not.. just feelin' sorry for myself again!

Oh well.. will await the visit tomorrow.
Would just have been too lucky for me to hit jackpot so quickly!
Doesn't help that my best mate is pg with her 5th!!! and doesn't care!

Best wishes and loads of babydust to all ttc in 05'

Diane
x

[TwasTheNightBeforeCatbert]

Nothing to say other than I hope you keep positive, even though the tests might not be yet...

And I laughed at your boobies graphics!!

[Lonelymum]

Sorry it didn't work out for you this time. This may not be the time to ask it, but are you sure you are doing the right thing TTC if your marriage isn't very strong? I can't think of anything designed to wreck a relationship quicker than a pregnancy and a small baby.

[kid]

See what happens tomorrow and maybe so another test in a few days? I did a neg test when I was pg with DS, it showed positive on the 3rd test!!
I laughed at you graphics too!

[dip]

Hi..

Thanks for the rapid responses..
in answer to lonelymum.. who knows??
We've been together for 15 yrs, both agreed to why things happened and even though I know this sounds terrible.. but if it doesn't work out (I think it will, we've got through this and stuff nrly as bad) have 1 ds tog, I'd pref. both children to have same dad. (sorry!,, no offence meant to anyone)
Any marriage is tested with a new baby, i'm not getting any younger (38).. & we all desp. want another addition to the family. (well, ds wants 2, one of each - "err, tomorrow pleas mum, can u hurry up"

show 'ain't over till the nasty lady shows!

Diane
xx

[dip]

p.s.
CP - high & closed tight

Di
x

[Canadianmom]

Do you know what the 'normal' CP is for a pregnant woman? (I have wondered this for ages.) I thought that just before AF it should be low and firm... Could you be confused about dates/experiencing a long cycle? Wishing you all the best and a bfp asap. Loved the (.)(.) too!