Help & Advice...feeling down!

[Kinder19]

Hi All, hoping for some positivity & advice. We’ve been trying for 2 years come September/October, had all the relevant tests and everything is normal for both of us. I was lucky to get a hycosy just before lockdown which was clear but one tube seemed to be slightly slower than the other, put some more dye through and it moved freely. To my surprise, I got a positive the next cycle but unfortunately had an early loss at 5.5 weeks.

The following cycle I believe I had a chemical, faint positive a couple of days before AF on FRER and then period came as normal.

This current cycle has been all over the place, don’t think I even got a fully positive opk but it seemed to rise 3 times. Now on CD34 with no signs of AF, BFNs on FRER and just feel like everything is on hold.

Got a call this week that we’re now on the list for IVF and I’m not sure whether to be happy or sad about this. Overwhelming emotion is sadness...

So what’s your thoughts? Should I take some positivity from the two “positives” since hycosy or just focus on getting my head around IVF.

Appreciate any insight/experiences.

Thank you x

[ReptileGirl22]

Hi I'm confused because I am supposed to get my period on the 15th or 16th of June 2020 and I started having light pink and slightly bright red spotting on the 11th with about 2 hours worth of on and off cramping and back pain. I'm wondering if this is implantation bleeding or if it is actually aunt flow?

[Kinder19]

From experience really no way to know for sure apart from a test x

[Happyhappy37]

Good morning @kinder19.
I cannot imagine how you are feeling, but I would to take comfort in the fact that, you had two positives. If it's possible and you have a close friend or family you could sit and talk with them for emotional support.
I really don't know much about IVF. There are numerous post on MN about women going through IVF. Have a look at them and you'll see wonderful success stories.
Don't be too hard on yourself, our bodies are very strange and hard to understand sometimes.
I advise you to keep DTD often 😊 ( very often, sure hubby won't say no to that 😊). Your body has shown you that it can still get pregnant naturally. 🤞🏾Fingers crossed for you. I hope you get a sticky bean. Sending you lots of positive energy 🙏🏽

@ReptileGirl22 good morning, your reply to the OP post was rather insensitive and selfish. It's either you didn't read her post or you replied to the wrong post.

Re: your post. Please wait for a miss period to do a test. Our bodies play tricks on us all the time. I had implantation spot with my lil one and, I wouldn't have known that it was implantation spot at the time if I wasn't in group where, women TTC were always going on about it. Try not to stress during the TWW about everything your body is doing, try to go with the flow. Sending you lots of positive energy and lots of baby dust 🤗🙏

[Kinder19]

Thank you for your positive post, I appreciate your thoughts xx