LOST MY FAITH ALONG THE WAY........

[lissie]

its been nearly a month since i miscarried my 6th bean (1 was an ep) go to see the specialist on mon, but im rapidly losing hope. this month i'm not excited, haven't even looked at charts or ttc boards and if i feel off colour ive been panicking, just in case i AM pg. i know we haven't been ttc for that long in the scheme of things but i'm terrified of getting pg again and terrified of not.



just needed a rant.

[Ready]

Big hugs Lissie, nothing I can really say will make you feel better. Look after yourself.

[Mumpbump]

It's probably the best thing to have a break from it all anyway until they've investigated your past m/c. We all put ourselves under so much pressure, you sound a bit burnt out which is hardly surprising given everything you've been through...

Thinking of you and hoping that they will be able to help...

[sparklesandwine]

HI lissie just wanted to send you some {{{hugs}}}

have you had you dh's results back yet?

[paulaplumpbottom]

I'm sorry you are going through this lissie. Big hugs

[lissie]

no, we get them on mon. thanks all for yoor replies, i know im being a tad self-indulgent and i'm sorry, just feel a bit numb to it all now.

[mslucy]

lissie.

you just need to give yourself a break.

for what it's worth I think you are a very brave person.

[sparklesandwine]

lissie your doing brilliantly, coping better than i think i would in your situation you are a brave person

I really hope you find the answers and that you are able to look to the future soon

Take care of yourself too that is important x

[Rainbowdays]

Don't know what to say {{{{hugs}}}}

[paulaplumpbottom]

How rae you feeling now Lissie?

[lissie]

feeling a bit better, excited about starting clomid, spotting started today so feels a bit like a clean slate. how are you? been thinking about you!

[Rainbowdays]

Lissie - you start clomid today I think?? Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you, hope it all goes well.

[beansprout]

Best wishes for today Lissie, let us know how you get on

[BandofMuggles]

((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I can only slightly imagine how you feel. Are they investigating whether your botched cs might be to blame???

[lissie]

thank you, how are you doing? have you tested? may start it tomorrow, what i thought was af was only spotting and its stopped now so aaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhh

[cedar12]

Lissie I have posted one other thread as well. I hope they give you some answers today. I know its easier said than done but maybe a couple of months off ttc would do you and dh good. I really hope somethings works for you you deserve it so much. Will be thinking of you today.

[BandofMuggles]

I know it's easy to spout this, and you've probably heard it so often you'll roll your eyes and get cross with me. But what if you stopped "trying" and just kind of relaxed and had sex for fun when you feel like it and see what happens.

[lissie]

i am not amused