Sorry, it's just a ramble but my midwife doesn't listen to me
Nearly 25 weeks, have a DD who'll be 2 by the time this baby is here. My birth was traumatic and I swore never again. This wasn't planned at all and DH is the only one who knows really, I've had my head buried trying to deny the fact that I'm actually having another one, not told anyone. I'm terrified of birth again. I haemorrhaged first time and couldn't walk for a week, had to sleep in the living room as couldn't do stairs etc, DH had to bathe me etc. I'm terrified it'll happen again. I honestly thought I'd die last time after the blood loss, I felt so incredibly unwell. The problem is a C section scares me even more I've had nightmares at least once a week since finding out and it's horrible. Regarding the C section, I'm scared about: the recovery time as I already have DD, that somehow I'll feel it (epidural didn't work last time), and tbh that I'll die. I don't know what to do or what'll be worse and DH thinks it's just nerves, but it must be more considering I haven't even told people? Sorry for the rant ladies, just feeling so down and scared
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So scared of birth again :(
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Bumblebeewine · 01/02/2019 11:42
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