Hi all
Looking for some reassurance that in not a complete crazy person
Just had DD2 but she came really quickly...
I had a bad birthing experience with DD1 and made up my mind to have an epidural this time round
I really wasn't coping with the contractions which were long and hideously bad and almost constant (her head was very low)
Whilst waiting for the anaesthetist to come and site the epidural I was suddenly ready to push and fully dilated
Midwife very forcefully broke my waters followed by thick meconium and staff panicked
I then panicked and feel like I was taken over by the devil
They would not let me have the gas and air and pushing was excruciatingly painful
I swore uncontrollably and started to kick and thrash about apparently endangering the baby. I just couldn't keep my legs apart and they kept clamping together as her head was out
I think I kicked some staff unintentionally and I really dug my nails into poor DH
Eventually I pushed her out with a lot of help and ventouse but feel so mortified over my behaviour and carry on!!
I was really apologetic after and they all said not to worry but can't help getting the impression that maybe I'm the worst patient they had ever had
Has anyone else experienced anything like this?! if so please share as I can't stop thinking about it
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crazy possessed behaviour during delivery
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LimesMum · 20/07/2016 04:50
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