One month post-birth, thought I should finally man up and investigate inside -essentially, i wanted to check i wasn't a bucket - thought worse case scenario it will feel the same but 'bigger'. How wrong was i...
Ok, so whereas it used to be an opening and then a basically straight up and down tube essentially, it's now got a pretty cavernous opening, which is the least of my worries as venture further up and it's like my vaginal walls have collapsed in on themselves! Whereas once you could basically - should the mood take - put a finger straight 'up', you now get a couple of cm, the have to 'backwards'/ navigate around block of what feels like muscly dead end / vaginal wall fallen in, then another couple of cm, then navigate another dead end that you have to go around the other way!
Difficult to explain, but if you imagine it used to be straight up like an 'l', it's now a zig zag like a 'Z' shape up there! I had to really wriggle and bend my finger to get anywhere - HOW THE HELL is DH ever to get his member up there?!
Is this normal?! Will I ever DTD again?!!! :(
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Just felt inside for the first time post-baby. Freaking out!!!
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Superslinger · 09/09/2012 17:08
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