My parents have both died since the birth of my boys - I thought I was managing it but especially since my little son started school this term I have been so sad. I feel so guilty about not being a good mother to them that they are not having the times they should, that they are missing out. I had such a happy life. I still have a mountain of 'treasure' from my parents' house to sort out. I (and they) are (were) Christians so should not have this sense of hopelesness - feeling that can't spend not 30 years iced over, going nowhere.Can't face looking in case can't stop crying. Have no siblings - noone to remember anything with. My birthday next week. Hate this self indulgent weeping - on face of it have very lovely life. I am now seeking help via bereavement counselling but what will I find?
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