A dear friend, who was also my university boyfriend and first love, died a year ago today. He was only 30 and he died of cancer in only 4 months so it was a horrible shock. He left a widow, (also one of my best friends) and a baby son. I feel guilty because I don't feel I have the right to feel like this because it's her grief and I should just get over it and be there for her. I am married to a lovely man and our first baby is due in November, so I also feel guilty in case I'm being disloyal to my husband in some way, and because I feel like such an ungrateful cow, and most of all I really, really miss my friend and wish he wasn't dead.
Sorry to whinge, it's just a hard day.
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1 year since my friend died and finding it hard to cope - just need to let it out, not really after replies.
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ruthosaurus · 15/09/2008 19:29
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