I'm not sure if that's the correct term?
My mum died nearly 3 years ago she was diagnosed with leukaemia an died 6 weeks after being diagnosed. She went from being a very healthy fit 74 year old to dying during treatment.
I'm a nurse so I've experienced caring for the dying before, but. Not a loved one, my dad can't seem to get his head around this fact that I'm a nurse so
Should be able to get on with it!
I've never really cried not even at my
Mums funeral I felt I needed to be strong for everyone .my dad nearly 80 now realies on me for nearly everything even though I work ft time nightshift and have very young children . It's like he sees me taking my mums place, my brother loves abroad and does nothing or even keeps in touch very much.
I just feel this numbness and keep
Thinking about death a lot and worrying it's going to happen to me soon, I get panic attacks thinking I might die soon like in a car crash leaving my kids without a mum.
Thanks for reading this I know it sounds very muddled but I just can't get death out my mind, I very much want to live
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jobbyjg · 23/03/2021 05:37
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