I posted in here a few weeks ago as my beautiful son Henry was stillborn on Aug 26th. Thank you again for all the lovely replies on there.
It was Henry's funeral on Thursday and it's hitting me even harder now as I will never get to see him again. I can't stop thinking, why didn't I deserve to keep my son?
There are abusive, nasty and drug addict parents that don't give two shits about their children and yet they manage to give birth to healthy child after healthy child.
This was my first pregnancy and first child and it would just have to be that he had multiple genetic conditions. We fought so hard for him, loved him every step of the way and we weren't even granted two minutes of his life and yet there are people in the world who are battering their kids and somehow they're more worthy parents than us.
I just feel so heartbroken. Not just that we've lost our son but if his conditions are inherited we may never have our own kids. I just don't know what I've done to deserve this.
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Sosks · 16/09/2017 18:21
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