My lovely lovely mum died 3 months ago, like so many mothers and daughters we were exceptionally close and I don't need to explain the depths of grief I feel without her.
My dad was my mums carer for many years and I'm not disputing that came with many challenges. However dad was never very kind to mum, he was abusive both mentally and emotionally.
When mum was at her most vulnerable he couldn't find it in him to show her kindness just shouted at her and treated her roughly. I called dad out so many times on his treatment of mum he still didn't change.
10 days before she died I took dad outside in the garden and told him mum was dying and now was the time to be kind to love her like he said he did. He didn't believe me he brushed me off.
Now she's no longer here he cries non stop, he says how much he misses her, how he loved her and generally paints himself as a doting husband. He never asks how I or my brother are doing, he's only ever been about himself and making sure he's the centre of attention.
I'm so angry with him, I want to scream at him that he has no right to feel the way he does given how badly he treated her knowing she physically couldn't get up and leave. I loved my mum, I adored her and I could never imagine saying the things he said to her to anyone let alone a person I loved.
When I spoke to him on the phone earlier I was quite short with him, he tells me how bad he feels, how he has no purpose. I suggested he talks to someone but he refused.
I don't know what to do, I'm torn between seeing my dad so broken and feeling so angry that he can't make any effort to at least try to make each day the best he can.
Am I being too hard on him?
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LazySusan11 · 06/05/2017 22:46
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