I am meant to be getting ready here to go to my friends funeral. It is in an hour. I am just sat here wondering why life is so cruel. She had so much to live for but she couldn't see that. I am so so sad. The whole town is in shock. Her family are destroyed. I went through this last year with my sister and I know what they are going through and what they will go through and that makes it worse. Before last year I could sympathise and say that's terrible but now I know how terrible it is, my heart is truly broken for them. It is horrible watching all these people I love crumble all around me again. And I am crumbling too so can't help anyone else. It is too raw for me, too real, too close to home. I am not strong enough yet to deal with death let alone another horrible tragic suicide. I have being crying constantly. I just need to get through the next few hours.
Please anyone struggling get some help please.
This pain is horrendous.
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Struggling. Friends funeral today
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mawi · 07/09/2016 09:51
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