It's a year since we found out that DH was not going to get better. He was diagnosed with cancer in March last year and died in September. No one but me knows about these anniversaries as they pass - the day he was diagnosed, the day we found out the treatment hadn't worked etc. I feel completely broken and less than half a person without him. People say losing a spouse is like losing a limb; I feel like more than half of me has been ripped away. I look at photos of us together and can't believe how much has changed and how much I've lost. I know this terrible pain will dull over time, but right now I just need to say how desperately I miss him and how much I still love him. That is all.
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