My DH died nearly 4 years ago and I managed to keep on being Christmassy but this year my DM and DB died and my DF will be in hospital. I just cannot do anything, I have not decorated the house and my three DC will all be home tomorrow but I still cannot do it. It is so difficult this year and I cannot face going to the attic to get the decorations down. I don't know why I am writing this but I feel so sad.
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