I know it will.never go away properly, but when will it get easier? My baby boy died in March and I cant stop thinking about him. I cry everyday, I get angry everyday. I tey not to fall asleep anymore and end up doing all nighters because nearly every night i re live my labour and his funeral. Its like theres a thick fog and its choking me everyday.
Some days I feel so desperate, and so alone. I just cant see a future for myself anymore. I miss my little boy everyday, even though i only got to meet him for a short while.
Q lot of my friends are hqving babies at the minute and as mucg as i want to be hqppy for them i cant, im so jealous. It sickens me how jeqlous I am, I cant even be happy for my best friend.
When do you start to feel better? Or when do you at least get used to it? Its awful and im struggling tbh, some days i feel like i just cant cope anymore. Im tired and Im tired of this horrible feeling that follows me everywhere, when will it stop?
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FrillsandLaces · 09/05/2013 09:44
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