Apologies in advance if this post comes across self-indulgent, I know I have lots to be grateful for. I lost my mum very suddenly and unexpectedly earlier this year. Been a generally crappy year overall (other bereavements, job losses, family fall outs) but now expecting second dc. It happened v quickly (not like first time) so almost feels like a gift. Just had first scan so now gearing up to tell people but just feel quite empty that I can't pick up the phone to tell my mum (who would have been thrilled). It just doesnt feel as special which I know is silly and I am so grateful things are going okay so far baby wise. But I worry that when s/he arrives, the sadness at not having my mum there will somehow overshadow what should be a happy occasion.
I am truly truly grateful to be having this baby but just wish this heavy sad feeling would subside. Anyone been through this and does it get easier as the pregnancy progresses?
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fantalemon · 14/11/2011 12:21
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