About a month ago my brother died and he was the last of my family to go. To be honest, after the first few weeks of his death, I have been ok but tomorrow is the 2 year anniversary of my sister's death and today I have just been crying, feeling totally helpless and just all done in.
My dad died nearly 18 years ago and my mother 4 years ago and I just want to have them here. Stupid I know but I feel so bloody alone. I'm not as I have DH (who has been working away for the past 2 weeks but is due back middle of next) and our darling DC. I feel abit like a child having a tantrum - I just want them back!
I suppose it is because of my DB recent death that this particular anniversary is hitting me so hard.
Anyway, just wanted to write it down. Good thoughts to all of you.
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ElectricSoftParade · 09/07/2011 20:12
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