My anxiety is through the roof. It having daily panic attacks and I'm a horrible person to be around. I was diagnosed with PND when DD was 2 weeks old (she is now 13 weeks old). She had terrible Colic, but that is clearing up but I'm still struggling. I was diagnosed anti depressants but they did nothing at all in fact they made my panic attacks worse.
I was having good and bad days but this week has been awful, every day is terrible. I literally shouted at my baby so loud today it shocked her and she went silent. I was so so very upset and I still am. I feel like I'm being much more heavy handed with her when I'm angry, like shoving her down rather than being so gentle like I used to be.
The thoughts I'm having are awful. I'm horrible to my partner and I generally hate life. I don't know what to do. I'm worried if I go to gp she will contact my useless health visitor again or worse the social and have baby taken away so I don't hurt her.
I do not know what to do and I've really had enough.
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CleanFreak123 · 03/08/2017 05:20
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