Basically the above post pretty much explains how I am feeling at the moment. Sorry if this seems ungrateful. My little boy is usually a good baby but...
I hate mixing with other mums
I hate going to play groups
I pretty much hate my life right not (I have a 4 month old)
People keep telling me to go out and do things but honestly I do and I just wish I didn't feel the need to have to.
I had quite a difficult upbringing myself, emotionally distance and overworked mother, depressive father and sister..
I suffer from depression/anxiety and have done since I was a teenager. I seek treatment from a counselor and am on paroxetine.
I just want to know that I am not a freak/am normal for basically being a bit grumpy about the whole 'motherhood experience'. I feel so guilty/ashamed when the other mothers talk about the wonderful experiences and how much in love they are with their babies. It makes me not want to go to groups as I feel i would just drag people down and am very ashamed of the way I feel/don't feel towards my baby.
I will always look after him but keep wondering is that it. I am just so not into mother hood at all.
Please someone tell me I am not an awful person for feeling this way?!
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BouncyBabe98 · 10/12/2013 11:17
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