Hi,
DS has just turned 6 months. First 4 months or so were very tough. Never got diagnosed with PND but certainly had serious anxiety. Over past couple of months this have got so much better and I am now so in love with being a Mum and my son. It's overwhelming me how much I care and I've started to freak out that something is going to happen to me before he is old enough to rememeber me. It seems so selfish of me but it is making me sick. I keep visioning getting cancer or something and having to say a final goodbye and him never remembering me. Is this a normal worry which I just need to get a control of do you think? I am very exhausted as DS isn't a great sleeper, and I did the first 4 and a half months alone while hubby in afghan. He is back safe and sound but its taking a bit of time to get fully adjusted. I wonder if the worry of DH being away, the stress of dealing with DS alone (and he had some problems which meant he screamed for first 3 mths pretty much) and just the general tiredness all Mums have is making me a bit paranoid. I suppose I just wanted to see if anyoen else had these worries and get a bit of support, hoping I can get it sorted and just enjoy being a mum and my lovely baby. Thank you xxx
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seriously paranoid...are these normal worries?!
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Candice83 · 08/12/2013 21:12
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