So I’ve had a mole on my arm for at least a decade. If it’s changed over that time it’s been very gradual to the point I couldn’t really tell you whether it’s any different now to how it was, say ten years ago. Anyway last year it got itchy and bled and I took the top off it and being sensible and not one to take chances, I went to the gp. He looked at it through a microscope said it looked ok and gave me cream. It healed and the itching stopped. Job done. I have health ancxiety but try and live by the rule that if the doc says it’s ok then quit worrying. Turn the clock forward a year and on Friday night I was talking to a friend about moles and showed her mine. She said she thought it looked odd and that I should go and see the dr again. So I went yesterday morning and even though it’s not itchy or bleeding or anything, he looked at it, measured it, looked concerned and then decided to refer me to a dermatologist. I’ve made an appointment for Monday. But. NOw I am terrified because having down the worst thing and googled, I don’t think my mole looks particularly like any of the moles on google - but if I had to say it looked like any - it would be some pictures I’ve seen of modular melanoma - the worst kind. And if this is the case (I know I shouldn’t think like this), then I’ve had it for ages!!! And I’m cross because I did the right thing when I first noticed it. The wait until Monday feels like forever and I have my sons birthday to smile through when all I want to do is cry with fear. I know it could be benign too of course but I can’t help this feeling.
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pinksplutterweasel · 06/03/2019 08:35
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