My mum has Motor Neurone disease. It’s progressing quite quickly. She’s been quite positive up until the weekend before last, which was my brothers wedding, brought forward 18 months so mum could be there and enjoy it. She seemed to have a nice but totally exhausting day.
Now she seems to have given up, won’t eat, just drinks fortified milkshakes and yoghurts. She’s no longer keeping herself clean, she cannot manage the shower herself but dad and I have been helping her in and out and she can do the cleaning and drying bit herself but now she refuses to get out of her chair.
We were supposed to go to a MND Association meet up today but I got there and she is not ready and said she wasn’t going. I asked her why and she said she didn’t want to. And that was that, refused to speak to me. She has Progressive bulbar palsy which means it affects her tongue and throat muscles so she cannot speak, the MNDA have given her a brand new iPad and have put a very expensive speech app on it, she’s getting much better at using it being a complete technophobe, but she refused to explain why she would t go, threw the iPad at me when I put it in her lap and asked her to tell me why.
I left my job and home to come and help her get sorted, I’ve spent hours on the phone, filling in forms, emailing people, chasing things up and reading up about MND. I’ve spent hours cooking and cleaning for them, sorting out the house.
Dad is likely to have some kind of Alzheimer’s or dementia, his memory is terrible and the diagnosis has made it worse, he has had a couple of strokes and has limited use of his right hand and leg so that’s his excuse for the house being a mess. Mum has been unwell for about 18 months and I took quite a lot of time off work to come down for hospital appointments to get some kind of diagnosis but she had a fall in March and broke her hip and one of the orderlies went to speak to the neurologist to have a look at her (the orderly is training to become a nurse!) and we got the formal diagnosis in July, when I came back to help them get the help they need. It’s taking a lot more time than I thought but it’s starting to come together now.
My brother is doing his best, he has a young family, my beautiful niece is about to turn 2 and will not remember my mum if she gives up now! My brother is good at the practical things, fitting rails in the bathroom and outside the front door, sorting dads man cave (shed that has water damage) but he works full time and his wife works when he’s home so he has my niece. He doesn’t have time to sit on calls for over an hour or to go to the appointments.
So I threw a teenage tantrum and told them, that’s fine, you can give up but if you can, so can I and I walked out and now I’m sat on a park bench, trying not to cry (unsuccessfully) and trying to decide where I go from here.
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Callaird · 05/11/2018 10:58
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