Three years ago I was diagnosed with an illness which has a "minor symptom" of blackouts.
I have spent a lot of time in hospital both as an inpatient and seeing my various consultants. All had been well until 3 months ago when I started blacking out again. I was rushed to A&E after being unconscious for 30 mins and ended up as an inpatient again with all the tests under the sun not really clearing up what was happening but they played with my drugs and we hoped everything would be sorted.
Since then my blacking out episodes started 1-2 times a week with unconsciousness ranging from 1minute to 30mins. (My consultants and GP are aware and trying various things)I was back and forth to A&E a lot.
In the past month the frequency of my blackouts has become frenzied with me blacking out most days. I've hurt myself a few times from the resulting falls (miraculously nothing serious). My DP, friend and x2 ambulances (when I've been at work or shopping) have all taken me into A&E.
Many times I am very, very confused or have a shattering headache or even covered in vomit.
I don't like to criticise the NHS because they have been amazing up until now, however I have been made to feel because I have a diagnosis I am wasting their time. My DP has had to fight my corner a number of times when I have been pretty much out of it, insisting something more serious must be happening and just because "she faints a lot and some people just do" isn't a reason for me to be dismissed so easily.
The last 3 times I have been there (1. Blacked out, unconscious 20+mins and confused, 2. blacked out, unconscious 10 mins, gash to head 3. Blacked out 15 mins threw up, confused rambling) I have been made to feel like I am cluttering the place up and wasting their time. One doctor was particularly nasty and dismissive to me even when I collapsed in front of her.
I come away from there crying my eyes out and it has got to a point where I don't want to go back there but my DP (and GP) insists I should and unconsciousness for those periods of times are dangerous and constitute and emergency. I should add they do of course give me proper care and check me over but the entire time I am made to feel like I'm abusing the system or something.
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DoYouRememberJustinBobby · 04/09/2016 01:20
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