I helped my ex this week when his family did not. He had an emergency op and I gave him a lift home and looked after him for the first 4 days. Now his family have turned up (grown up children), and my two sons (with the ex) have gone to the ex's house which is 5mins walk away.
Over the year since we parted his family have been horrid, to the point the ex's eldest son - call him Doug - had as good as cut us off (me and our two ds's). Now Doug is saying (via ex) he'd like to say thank you to me in person. The point of the boys going round was for him to make amends.
My dilema, my first reaction was to be a bit of a twit really and I refused to go to the ex's to 'say hello' and receive my thanks. I got tearful (off the phone, on my own but infront of ds aged 11) just finding the pain too much of going to face Doug (and all he has already said in the past) at his dads house, with his new girfriend there, his sister on the way. I just feel ganged up on - The relationship was ended with dv support to me, that only ended just before Christmas, almost a year since I first called them. Ex has them all convinced I was the abuser. Now this.
My true colours are to phone back (now its an hour and a half ago that the ex called to invite me down too) and to say I'm walking the dog to the park and if Doug wants to meet me there the invite is open. Point being it could bring a bit of peace for my ds's (esp the 11yr old) who knows how much his family hate me.
I feel vulnerable and scared, but also like an opportunity will be missed if I dont find the courage to call and make the offer.
I think I'm going to call, but Mnet you have called be back from the brink before of being too vocal, ready to speak, is this a clanger or a chance.
Thank you, any words, single or otherwise much appreciated, XOpi
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Opi · 28/12/2015 11:59
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