I'm due with dc2 in a few weeks. Iv been trying to keep myself busy with hospital bags and trivial things but somethings been upsetting me for a while now and its all kind of come out tonight in an emotional mess.
Dd is 4 and I just adore her, she's very sensitive and I worry about how the baby will effect our relationship. She's having a few problems adjusting to us having a baby, she's been very sweet about it but I know it's worrying her which upsets me.
The thing that's really bothering me is the fact that I don't really feel iv bonded through this pregnancy, I worry how I will feel about baby once it's born. I fell in love with dd as soon as I saw her first scan and this time around all I can think about is how having another baby is going to effect dd.
I thought as the pregnancy progressed I would feel more but I just still feel numb to it all and tonight I have admitted the way I feel.
I was a blubbering mess and told him how I felt and at the end I said I was worried I wouldn't love the baby once he/she is born and I didn't know what to do, it took everything in me to talk about this and I feel heart broken for admitting it.
Dhh just said how the hell am I supposed to know, u just need to chill out, he rolled over and is now snoring. I feel so alone and so ashamed.
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ditsydoll · 24/04/2013 22:14
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