I have an extremely unhealthy relationship with food.
The thinnest I have been and when I looked my best I was pretty much bullimic.
I am now old and fat. I don't like being fat. I start the day in a healthy frame of mind then crave carbs and butter and shit. I'm all or nothing. At a push I can be 'good' for a month, drop a stone, then return to 'normal' and over do the cheese, bread, butter and wine. Again.
Dietwise- you name it I've done it. For a month or so until I get bored and think I can control it and have just a little.
I am unreasonable. I know I am. But I am also a bit desperate.
If I were to do a band I have some questions.
Where? How much? How quickly? Would someone as weird and obsessive and crap with food be able to break it? If not surgery what elae?
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AIBU?
to take out an enormous bank loan and get me a gastric band?
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AtYourCervix · 23/04/2013 07:43
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