To feel a bit 'woe Im a chunk' when I was feeling all slim just an hour before?

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I have a 3 month old baby. Im trying to lose a stone at the moment. Im not overweight technically, but Im not slim.

I went to a huge family gathering today, a lot of mums, kids, toddlers and a couple of babies.

I was chatting to my aunt who Ive not seen in a couple of years, baby in my arms chat chat chat baby this baby that blah blah.

Then my cousin walks in. Shes lovely, shes just had a baby too 10 weeks old shes beautiful. Cousin is 19, 10 years younger on her first baby looking lovely. But I still felt really shit when my aunt still stood next to me shouts to cousins mum "JOE BLOGGS, youre daughter has JUST had a baby and has NO tummy. THATS not normal. WHERES HER TUMMY SHES JUST HAD A BABY!"

Cousin quite rightly does a cheeky smile and a little twirl (fucking right I would too). While I stood there baby in arms and cringed painfully, wondering why the fuck I was congratulating myself on the latest 1lb loss this week.

AIBU to feel like shit a tiny (fucking LOT) jealous of my cousin??